Grateful but not posting about it this week

I have a lot of things in my life to be greatful for. I’m in love with someone who loves me, and we have two snugly kittens. I got to meet three of my great-grandparents and all four of my grandparents. I am in good health. I have a job and a steady paycheck. I qualify for Covered California. I have a home. I have a really good pie crust recipe. I am on good terms with everyone in my family. 

Lots of good things. 

But right now I’m sad. Last week, my father’s mother passed away at the impressive age of 102, the same age her mother was when she died. Grammy had been saying she was ready to go for the past few years… but it’s still sad. It happened right before Thanksgiving and my dad’s birthday. 

I will miss her so much. I will, as soon as I get to Montana next week for the funeral and all the nostalgia is going to hit me all at once. For now, I am merely sad. 

August 1914 – November 2016

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